fRIENDS..WHAT IS WRONG WITH SOME PEOPLE?

OWHILE i WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR TWO WEEKS, i HAD MORE VISITORS THAN iVE SEEN ALL YEAR LONG. SINCE iVE BEEN HOME, NO ONE. eXCEPT MY BESTIE cHRITINA AND HER HUB tONY. lOVE THEM. <3

i GET THAT PEOPLE WORK AND WHAT NOT, BUT i HAVE A FRIEND FROM WORK WHO HAS BEEN PROMISING ME A VISIT FOR WEEKS NOW. shE SAID SHE WAS OFF YESTERDAY AND TODAY AND WOULD BE BY YESTERDAY. SHE NEVER SHOWED. MANY UN ANSWERED TEXTS LATER AND IM MORE THAN A LITTLE ANNOYED. IF YOU CANT MAKE IT, FOR FRIG SAKE, MAN UP AND CALL ME SO I DONT SIT HERE ALL DAY WAITING FOR YOU TO SHOW UP. i DO HAVE A DAMN PHONE PEOPLE.

i HAVE A SMALL SMIDGE OF ENERGY TODAY. HAVE MADE MY LUNCH, AND THROWN THE BED SHEETS IN THE WASH. THESE DAMN STERIODS MAKE ME SWEAT LIKE A STUCK PIG. GROSS. I CANT EVEN STAND MYSELF AT NIGHT. LOL I TOSS AND TURN. WHAT I WOULDNT GIVE FOR A DECENT NIGHT SLEEP. IM SO TIRED ALL THE TIME.

FRIDAY ONCE THE KIDS GET ON THE BUS, THE HUB AND I HAUL ASS TO KINGSTON FOR MY 'CONCENT TO TREATMENT' APPT AT 10 AM. i AM SO INCREDIBLY ANXIOUS TO GET ALL THIS SHIT STARTED AND TREATMENTS STARTED. ITS GONNA BE A LOOOONG ROAD, AND I KEEP TRYING TO IND MY POSITIVITY EACH AND EVERY DAY. iTS HARD SOMETIMES THOUGH.

K, SO